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Friday, May 02, 2008 2:45 AM
stressed.
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ugh man a lot is on my mind. 
i have no idea why things hit me all of a sudden. its five am and ive been up since around two i think. i just realized i haven't thought a lot of long term choices out as far as i should have by now. i don't know. i guess ive just been cruising through every thing , rolling with the punches but as this school year ends i have a lot i need to do and prepare for. college is going to be a hand full im sure and i totally need to change some things about me first before diving into school again right after hs. i still don't know what exactly i would like to do with my life. through out hs ive set up my schedules with tons of english , history , and child care classes so maybe something around that field. i know i definitely have to be in class since ill be paying for it. i don't know. i guess im just really stressed about this right now. i guess its just weird seeing people with very very veryyy detailed plans about how the next year or two is going to come out and me..as laid back as i am..just doing what needs to be done for now. hopefully i feel a lot better later on today. lord knows i need it!
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so much drama this week over childish things. can't wait till this weekend. the main reason why i don't really tell females anything. they gossip. i mean seriously..i don't get why people feel the need to go on and on about someone else. if you don't know , never spoke to me ever , don't speak my name like you do. i feel like anyone that comes to me on so "oh she said that you said.." type stuff is just as lame as the person reporting shit back to back. grow the hell up. "oh let me show you what she said" nigga.. lmao. as you can see im way too busy for he said , she said kiddo.
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